White Magic, "Runaway"

I can’t tell whether I love this or hate it. I want to turn it off and yet I can’t turn away. What are all these feelings stirring inside me? Etc. This is normally the place where I would tell you to enjoy, but I don’t know if I can do that now. I don’t know about anything anymore. All I can tell you to do is listen all the way through. Or don’t, if you want to remain in a world of certainty where everything is sure and safe. Some days I wish I could go back, but this is my life now. Damn you, White Magic. I will curse your name for the rest of my days.